kaleidoscopic view

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-11-08T15:34:00

2009-11-08T07:36:23Z

Sigh! I'm back with a whole new perspective to life.
I'm feeling down, moody, sad, anything (& everything) negative.

I've had the worse few months of my life.
And coming back to LJ hasn't been the best thing to cheer me up with.

My friend suggested coming back here but it hasn't been helping! *wails*

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-09-01T23:24:00

2009-09-01T15:26:15Z

Finally! The exams are over! I'm left with one more project.
THE BIG PROBLEM IS THAT IT IS DUE ON THURSDAY D:

AND, I feel complied to not do it now rawr.
I shall go make a banner 1200px in width and send it to spica and beg her to help me make a layout with her lovely skills ^^

LOVE IN ADVANCE! ((:
Missed everyone~

Happy Birthday sujustorm!

2009-08-18T16:27:14Z

whoo!
Happy Birthday sujustorm!(: aka Kat!

owh ): i'm been so away from lj. and anything remotely FUN in my book.

exams are totally killing my buzz.
i got a tat bit high with some friends and suddenly, an email came along and made my whole day sad again.
i cant even high over chocolate.
everything is serious serious serious. (namely, exams)

rawr why must we have exams?
i think they're the ban of my existence.
i attempted to study, but got sidetracked talking to a friend and emoing...
and now it's already 12 30am.

i have not completed a single piece of my homework.

ah APOLOGIES to Kat!
your birthday post should be something happy and etc etc but i just cant think of what to say other than...

MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY!(:
continue to grow in the love of ... (fill in the blank!)

rawr! i've been too busy to even make a nice pic for spica to make a nice layout for me!):
*FEELS MAJORLY SAD + TIRED*

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-07-13T02:10:00

2009-07-12T18:33:17Z

hahaha!(:
i read this bit randomly,

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
Then throw them in the eyes of the person who gave you the lemons in the first place, because they did not give you the oranges you asked for originally.

this is like wow. totally true huh!^^

tomorrow i need to search for pictures for spica to make a nice layout for me!:D
yay tyvm to spica for taking requests~
sora loves spica muchly!

reminder: get lemons asap!(:

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-07-09T17:28:00

2009-07-09T09:32:06Z

SOMEONE NEEDS TO HELP ME IN MAKING BLOGSKINS/LAYOUTS ):
I have such ugly layouts and blogskins... ):
*feels lousy*

I saw spica's newest layouts and she said to advertise for her.
BUT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO PUT THE ADVERTISEMENTS/CREDITS

OH NO ):
Sora's so failzzzzzzzz T.T

~

2009-07-08T09:33:23Z

D: Fandoms are lovely and people like lyss unnie are the <3
I'm seriously such a "wishy washy prat" according to some friends.

I used to ask why but now I know better heh! The "problem" is that...
I like Johnny's boys like Arashi, Kat-tun and Heysayjump; but on the other hand i also like kpop, TVXQ, SS501, SHINee, Suju O:
LOVE THEM!

They say the kpop groups are better D< i say "not to compare too much!"

It's so annoyingggggg!
*feels emo and depressed*

I'm really quite happy that dbsk got 1st for a DAY for Stand By You on Oricons.
Of course, for DBSK to get first... Arashi (the all-standing winner) was pushed back. ):

BUT no need to go as far as to bash people ):

D: evil evil evil. it reeks of evilness from toho fans and arashi fans *sadness*

I had to hold back every ounce of my love for TVXQ not to scream at certain fans of BOTH Tohoshinki AND Arashi ): I think they need to learn some ethics.
And I really realised (after reading someone's bash-blog- I didn't know it was a bashing-blog until I realised all her posts were against people like "Asian chicks" etcetc~)... Bashing seriously goes both ways.

... *emo*

A post with lovely content, calm cool and collected~
and the comments are nice too (:

So... the whole "wank" was so screwed. I still love TVXQ the same. But my impression of certain Arashi fans has deteriorated, but on the other hand, there are really nice and perfectly civil/sane/lovely fans out there! :D

loveeeee those people~
INCLUDES YOU SUJU-STORM! (: Stand By You IS addicting ne? (:
(but I'm still disappointed in those... mean people)

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-07-04T02:33:00

2009-07-03T18:39:31Z

annoying annoying annoying annoying annoying

It is hugely tiring that people on csspf are so <3 with each other.
We accept that we're from different countries... different speaking languages/timezone/race/etcetc.
We're in the same fandom so we're "family"

Why cant my friends be that way? (Lets not even say friends cause some of them already consider me an "enemy") *SIGH*
Why cant people just talk peacefully and be friendly?

If you dont like the way im acting just THINK it in your head write it in a diary or something ):
Don't need to go all out to bash the people you dont like.
It makes friendship strained and it means i have to walk around you cause you just want to barrel your way through... ):

I feel depressed thinking about this sigh.

oh no ): wai am i always blogging emo stuff D<

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-07-02T03:49:00

2009-07-01T20:01:07Z

aish.
2nd day of "back to school"
and im procrastinating like !@#$...
saying "aiya tomorrow start ss pt lah"
etc.

i just rock my socks off~

today... lets just say i made alot of unfruitful trips to unnecessary places >.>

ate bk with my friend D< i didnt get my starbucks so now im making it up by drinking this weird (but nice) mix of coffee + milo + milk (cause apparently we teenagers need loads of milk right?) + ice
the ice bit was unnecessary but uncold mixtures suck P:

then after that came home and watched my recorded mb (long broadcast midyear sp i think)... then i went out again to attempt to laminate my posters and bind my book (which im planning to use for all my "dreamy" stuff and scrapbook etc...) but lamination cost SGD15 for ONE poster. i absolutely hated that woman who told me the price cause she made it sound like i couldnt afford it.

well, i could. but it was so NOT worth it.

the cost to laminate 4 posters could have gotten me a cold laminator. (of course without the sheets and etc)
the cost to laminate 10 posters would have gotten me a cold laminator with sheets etc.
the cost to laminate 20+ posters (which i dont mind doing i have that many posters) with odd sizings would be enough to get me the necessary machine ++

SO in the end i took a bus down just to get labels (with nice sizings so okay that was fine :D)
... ordered my contacts (which cost around SGD170 altogether, meaning i put another bill into my pocket -.-)
that's all. then i got under the sun and yada (but that's irrelevant i don't care about this bit)

VERY unfruitful

ohoh and i just spent 4+ hours on the computer downloading all my necessary players, making the accounts at clubbox (i tried MF for like... 2 hours then went to IE and poof did it in 1/2 hour. i really hate you IE)
yeah D<

so... im rambling in perfectly disgusting english.

maybe rambling helps? i ramble alot and i did well for my expository essay.
or maybe that was a fluke :D

topic: compulsory volunteerism
content: not great but it was commented to be "great/good!"
evidence for substantiation: not researched at all, just pulled out my own SL proj (:
scoring: best so far!(:

tata i HAVE to start on chemistry now anyways <.<
<3 bernice

Where's my fairytale happy ending?

2009-06-30T18:21:20Z

I've been reading idk how many posts of the Miroticon Bangkok.

Even though I can tell myself that it wasn't the best concert by TVXQ, and there's more to come... I know I'm pretty much (VERY) sad about missing the concert ):
It would have been a very memorable experience and better yet, there would be my favourite songs of all time.
Mirotic Album surprisingly has the most number of my favourite songs (yeah my list is long, but still!)

What really triggered this whole sadness and emo-ness, aka distraction from homework and math...
Was this fan account of "Are You A Good Girl?"
): Apparently the dancing and the whole "setup" by the boys... Sitting and gyrating hips (cough 8D)... and awesome dance moves... was just unbelievable...
I really loveeeee Are You A Good Girl?... I'm quite sad there wasn't an mv or something but I took all sorts of dls of their perfs and I just couldnt get enough. And one more thing, they ALL look hot and smoldering. It's just the whole thing with this song that really makes them ALL hot and me go "GAHHHHH!".
And I missed seeing it live and upclose ):

I'm not really close to anyone who went for the concert so that's worse... I don't get to really experience it "personally" and here it. I read snippets from dbsg etc... and people's description. Not very vivid words, not perfect grammar... but the imagery's just saddening.

It's like *stab* I *stab* missed *stabstab* the concert *stabstabstab* of my lifetime.
My fave generation of the boys. And my favourite songs... *shot*

): TVXQ used to be my distraction from emo-things in life. But now, I've "matured" and gained "enlightenment" about these emo-things.
It's still there... But now I get emo over TVXQ too ))): Cause they're so within reach (for that brief period)... But they just "went off the menu" in a flash.

Tokyo Dome ): My favourite concert hall of all time; HSJ, KATTUN, Tohoshinki, etc.
And guess when I went there!
WHEN THERE WERE NO IDOLS THERE OR WHATSOEVER. I ENTERED AN EMPTY STADIUM ):
Talk about suckyyyyyyyyyy timing!):

Shucks back to "studying" but I doubt I can even concentrate.
Let's just say TVXQ-issues sadden me and yet, make me so happy, exhilarated... ):

And stuff like love...
psh I don't even want to think about it. It's not even "shot" it would be like *bullet through heart AND head*
Why can't there be happy endings all the time?

I haven't had MY fairytale happy ending... ):

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-06-28T22:52:00

2009-06-28T14:53:42Z

just yesterday i was so full of hopes;
hoping that i would be fine in a bulletproof car, with tinted windows...
(i wouldnt be heard by bullets and people wouldnt see me if i was crying see)
rushing down the highway out of this whole traffic

but today, my car just stalled in the middle of this horrendous traffic
and everyone behind me started honking at me...
and this car i was following with all <3s, just zoomed ahead...

leaving me in the dust.

i want my firefighters to come soon ):
~ listening to my playlist makes me feel calmer... to a certain extent.

Writer's Block: When I Was Young

2009-06-23T11:59:19Z

What do you miss most about being a kid?

Submitted By daeinleyof

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Being able to play all day and living without worries.

!Request! Mirotic Bangkok Concert Merchandise

2009-06-23T05:59:46Z

Hello,

I've got to admit, I have zero idea if anyone reads this page at all but if anyone does, and you're based in Singapore I have a major request for you!

I know this is a long shot but would anyone be willing to help me purchase DBSK's 3rd Asia Live Tour- Mirotic Bangkok Concert Merchandise?
I have a list all ready (Yes hopeful me after being barred from going because of the HQO by MOH!) Do PM/email me at kaleidoscopic.sora@hotmail.com if you're willing to take up my offer!

I am willing to transfer the money to you before you even go to the concert, but this is also based on the trust that you would not charge me too much. I'll even be willing to pay for a small fee (service charge) if you are able to help me purchase all my goods~

Wow ): mighty request from a small fry like me.
Onegaishimasu!

(Probably putting up request on kpop_merch soon~)

chromatic_tvxq @ 2009-06-23T03:22:00

2009-06-22T19:24:35Z

YAY :D
have successfully placed up my siggie on cassie-fam forum!(:
i'm a happy kid cause i finally made a graphic to "share"!~
i think the signature is not very awesome but *shrugs*

talking to zara, scarlet and nusa now~ but i think it's time for me to sleep ne?

i can't sign into msn to talk to ale-unnie ):
euwah *empty feeling*

Writer's Block: Music for Thought

2009-06-22T17:47:05Z

When you have to study or get work done, what music (if any) do you put on to help you concentrate?

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usually music by ze boys :D
tvxq music, shinee music, hsj music.
all the music i have in my computer (: i listen to them.

but in the latest exam
1. boys over flowers ost(s)
2. zettai kareshi ost(s)
3. the secret code album- tvxq
4. sorry sorry vol. 3- super junior
5. ss501 songs (i'm kinda new to them)

^^ smiles~

Writer's Block: Vacation All I Ever Wanted

2009-06-15T11:51:50Z

Describe your idea of a perfect summer vacation.

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No-Can-Dos In my Perfect Summer Vacation
1. Homework
2. Stress
3. Bashers
4. Flamers
5. Nagging
6. A future to look forward to: No school/work/anyformofstress

HOMEY- SUMMER VACATION

Must-haves
1. "Eco-friendly" Air-Con
2. Computer System
3. TV Screen
4. Internet
5. DVDs
6. Stereo System
7. Food

My perfect summer vacation would be slack.
Simply put, my freedom to eat,sleep,etc.

I just want to sit in front of the computer/tv screen and watch all my favourite dramas and favourite idols/actors.
Rewatch the cutely played out characters :D
Then I'll cook myself meals with nice ingredients.
Use the computer to make photoshop graphics to my own leisure.
Listen to music all day long.

I just ask for a simple thing. But yet, life just doesn't go that way ):

Without "working hard" I won't have the money to get all the above.
Stereo System? PAH! A $8 earpiece is all I can afford without working hard.

TRAVELING THE "WORLD"
I want to go to all the concerts FOC!
On the other hand, listen to all the sounds of nature! Marvel at the beauty!O:
Take LOADS OF PICTURES!:D:D:D
Memorise every single step/scenery.

Go back to leisure again. (:

I want this to happen before retirement.

Cheers!

2009-06-15T11:14:13Z

I finally got round to making an LJ account to look at all my lovelies (:
My previous account's filled with friends totally against tvxq/ss501/hsj, all kpop/jpop.

Sadly, they're so into english-pop that there's no room for me to suddenly scream "OMG I JUST HAD TO SELL AWAY MY TVXQ BANGKOK CONCERT TICKET " ):
They just wouldn't understand would they?

Really love japanese dramas and korean dramas especially (:
All my life I've grown up watching 1. Hong Kong Dramas 2. Japanese Dramas 3. Korean Dramas.
Believe it or not, my mum loves watching these shows on tv. Lucky her she doesn't have to work O: She can sit and watch them all day. I can't ):

Name: Sonya
But I prefer to be called Sora basically because I think the name Sonya is very... "nya-ish". I think things simpler (:
Living in: Singapore/The arms of my Jpop/Kpop fandom

When I'm free I photoshop stuff for my friends. Sadly, I don't claim any of them as my own and have never made a "portfolio" of my photoshopped items. Mainly because I think those stuff end up belonging to my friends, afterall, my friend's names are obviously "embedded" into the picture!

I have no idea why I'm introducing myself to myself. O: Oh wells.

Cheers!
Sora :D